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do you care about me? do you know what i feel? try to feel what i feel, you will feel how bad it is. i'm try my best to be ok, i try to smile, people see my smiling..but i don't know what the purpose of my smiling. and now, i can just keeping my feeling deep inside my heart..and you know why? because i love you. this is what you wants, and i will do it as long it will make you closer to me. even my heart are fighting to be ok.